This can be a Course in Miracles. It's a required course. Just the time you go is voluntary. Freewill doesn't signify you are able to establish the program. It means just that you could select what you want to consider in a given time. The course doesn't aim at teaching the meaning of love, for that is beyond what may be taught. It can aim, however, at removing the blocks towards the knowing of love’s profile, which is your natural inheritance. The opposite of love is fear, but what exactly is all encompassing can have no reverse.